It seems that now a frontier guard's firm stare when he takes my passport for an half an hour, _old_ car as taxi, street signs in language that I cannot unfortunately understand, traffic without concept of lanes, ... basically very minor things make me feel much more uncomfy than I'd ever "dreamed" of admitting. The fact that people are friendly, smiling, things work and that the new city is beautifull does not really mentally seem to weight any more as much as the fact I do not "know" fully all aspects of the situation.
I've become old in it's negative meaning ? ... need to fight against this
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